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98's Borneo

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Friday, December 11, 2015, 09:52




Hello, todaaaayyy, I came up with something to share with you guys. Since this year's going to end very soon, so it'll be about my 2K15 highlight!

I swear 2015 is the most though year for me since I'm sitting for my big big examination which is a national examination that's necessary to be taken by all fifth-year secondary school student in Malaysia. Now here I am, outlay my time to write a blog bc I'm bored *smh*

So, speaking of 2015... I'd like to say, this year taught me a lot so far. 
I remembered last year, I thought this year is going to be wonderful but it turns out to be completely twisted. I can say that my life is exhaustively fucked up. 

I used to have so many friends. But then, I guessed we all grows up and things started to change. Out of 20 friends, and now I only have 10% of them till' this day and I hope nothing is going to change that anymore. Back then, I hate going to school. Nothing is going to change my second thought about going to school. Once I don't feel like going, I ain't going, no matter how I much I'm miffed when my parents started to lecture me. I have this one pal which I considered her as a sister from another. To be cleared, she is my best best mate, my neighbor, the one I grew up with since we're in kindergarten which I think I can't live without. She is in the same class with me, we sit next to each other, we ride to school together, we went everywhere together that people get us wrong thinking we're actually kin. So here's the point, whenever she'll going to be absent at school, I skipped school. Making up with various excuses to my parents saying it's school's sports day and I don't have to attend. Why? Because I hate going to school without a companion. I'm sick of getting those eyes on me when I'm walking lonely in school, it is just not my thing to be lonely at school. But now here I am, missing school days and stuff. I regretted all those days I've been absent now I miss those boisterous surroundings. But it's a thing to be learned, after all, I promise to myself, that I will contrive a bigger circle when I get to be in another place. Which means, I will make more new acquaintances so I won't be having like only one close friend and their absent caused discouragement in me. I've learned that it's actually ok to be alone sometimes.