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98's Borneo

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Thursday, March 19, 2015, 21:28


You asked, 
"what is the scariest part?" 
I answer; 
the scariest part
is not the feeling of loneliness 
or the darkness that fills you
despite the loomingpain
of emptiness

The scariest part is 
the realization
that you have lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
on your brightly colored sheets
at 245am
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can't even 
shed a single tear
because you don't even care